Where did I go wrong?

wow, I shoulda made that left at albequeque...
I tried to rationalize the situation in my mind, I thought about all the things that I had done and what I hadn't done and what I could do, to make the situation better.
and after I had evaluated every possible answer to the questions I had, but still more wrong doing came about. ok maybe I'm over compensating, maybe I was doing too much. What do I have to do .. sell my soul... oh heck no!! I'm not doing that.
And after all this rationalization, and every excuse I could give for him, I had made it real easy for him.. then it dawned on me.. right then, right there..

NONE OF THIS IS MY FAULT!!!
Its all him, he did it, he lied, he cheated, he lied to cover up the cheating.

And thats what its come down to...
I mean I held up my part of the deal, the only thing I asked for was honesty.
I gave you a way out, the door was always open, if you wanted to go you could. you are grown.. you are damn near 30.. get it together. The world will still turn believe me.. I know.

You know how you pray for clairvoyance... you ask God to give you the wisdom, give you a sign and show you the light...lol
He did.. long ago and I said " no God, look.. , but he did this, and he said this"... and God gave me another... and I said "nooo way, how can that be."
Then I finally realized wait, I'm talking to God here, he has his hand in all of this, wow.. hindsight is 20/20.